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June 11, 2016

 

 

 

 

Standing

in front of the mirror

shattered in thousand pieces

cutting deep in your skin

 

Utter desperation

unbelievable disbelief

Unable to grasp 

the here and now

 

A place of cries

full of dismay and despair

Tunnel without light at the end

End with tunnel

no exit

hazy shadows 

dancing on the wall

 

Scorching tears

burning their way into

cracked skin

shell of thousands mistakes

over and over again

 

Kicking 

struggling

raw, pure angst

on your quest 

to tranquility

 

Bemoaning the destiny 

lamenting the fate

relentlessly fighting against

as good as you can

and seeking salvation in

swamping in the waters of self pity

 

Darts of doubt

toxic and sharp

through heart and mind

 

 

 

All of a sudden 

out of the blue

out of the mist

out of the fog 

of nail biting

spirit biting 

doubt

sliding

lifting

on the stage of your

own created drama

 

Then there it is

breaking down

breaking up

breaking open

 

Weeping

sobbing

giving way to

 alleviation

easing of the anguish

deep inside

 

Grey turning into brightness

colours

 

Light at the end of the tunnel

last inches of wedging

through a space 

you have grown out

 

 

All of a sudden a

deep knowing 

you are not alone,

you are held

 

The air 

still cold

first step

shaky and cautious

fresh clear air

instead of bewildering void

 

Birth

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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